Confused

My heart very shattered .. .. know hour he's after another man possession!! I wanna cry but it certain .. I don't understand ,,, to confuse!! now, I must can say " may you blessing always " forever!! and I just wanna say to " I miss you " will never change .. I hope ,, I can forget you and to loose from this feeling! altough lasting .. please help me God take me out in here!! I am past not proof against! I am sick .. ..
Ha Ha .. nyambung ga sih?? akh di sambung2'n ja ya!! he he he